Weigh In Results Time:
Weight Loss/Gain -1.0
Grand Total Loss 24.2
Total Lost since highest weight 64.2
How I am feeling physically: Physically I am feeling ok. I think my body is starting to readjust to work life and those 5:00am wake up calls are getting a little easier. Physically I can tell a difference in my stamina. Hills that used to give me trouble are getting easier and easier. I feel confident to tackle bigger and harder walks/jogs. I have a LONG way to go but I definitely see improvements.
How I am feeling emotionally: This process is always full of highs and lows. The last two weeks have definitely been low points. In the past the 2 month point was about where this all started getting old and I started getting really tired of food having calories, writing down all of my bites, and making time to workout every day. I have resolved not to wander down that road. The weirdest thing for me this week that I struggled with is where I am at with my clothing. I am two sizes smaller than last summer (pre pregnancy). So that is two full sizes that need to be weeded out of my closet and sold. Even though in my heart I know I am not going back there it is HARD to let that stuff go because “what if” still follows me around like a shadow and it’s hard. My other issue is I am about to drop another size (woohoo) and everything looks weird on me. Current clothes are too big and the next size down is still too small. I feel like I look sloppy which is the last thing I want. It isnt a bad problem to have but it does mess with my self esteem which, in the past, has caused me to retreat from the entire process. You have to face a lot of weird ugly things with significant weight loss and this is JUST the beginning for me. I have to saddle up and get ready!
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